I've never really considered myself a superstitious person. Of course, when I was a kid, I would step over cracks in the sidewalk, when riding in the car I would hold my feet up over railroad tracks or hold my breath through a tunnel, and I'm sure several more. But, I didn't really believe my mother's back would break if I happened to step on a crack. It was just for the fun of it. More something to do. And, to be honest, I still sometimes step over cracks in the sidewalk for fun or hold my breath when going through a tunnel.
Of course, some things I would do not because I really believed anything bad would happen, but why tempt fate?? That philosophy has been taken to a new level with epilepsy. I can't say how many times I have "knocked on wood" when talking about Evan and his epilepsy. This is also true with the "s" word (ok....I can say it....seizure). Evan hasn't (knock on wood) had a seizure that we know of since the Monday before Christmas. I was talking to my parents about it and would say things like "He hasn't had an "episode" since the one before Christmas", and I still rapped my knuckles on our wood table when saying it. Do I truly believe my uttering the word will cause him to have one? No, but...why tempt fate?
I think Michael Scott of The Office says it best. "I'm not superstitious, but I'm a little stitious."
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